Sunday, April 16, 2006

may i remind u that this entry will be a deluge of thoughts and nothing else. save me from the derogatory comments if u r intending to make any.

i need salvation and respite from this conniving heart of mine.
the time has come for me to dilute my naiveness with the realisation that im nth without the lord.

shrugs. how many times have i found reasons to validate my perceptions and failed to place myself in the eyes of god? countless. i reasoned things by human ideologies, measured things by human standards, and explained things by human logic.

i missed out the crucial and deciding factor:
jesus christ my saviour.

im but a mere mortal! one which is liable to sins, and confined by my own finitness. who am i to make decisions and pass judgements?
this is so wrong. a paroxysm of guilt threatens to encompass my whole being, sinking me into the abyss of self condemnation.

when i fail to establish a strong walk with the lord, problems accrued and it wouldnt be long before a chasm of unaswered questions lay between the lord and me. delibrate measures and efforts are needed to build this relationship strong!. to hell with the paradox that god is always in our midst, his presence never to leave. bullshit! god is in our midst, BUT his presence may fizzle off if we are not on the constant lookout for him!

god's tender hands is much needed in my life. hold me, and i will walk with u all the days of my life.

do things my way? or do things ur way lord? to run or not? lets see how it goes..

burntan.' no more self indulgence honey
i tink everything we do, we gotta remind ourselves that god must be in the center

burntan.' no more self indulgence honey
and not listing out priorities by 1, 2, 3

burntan.' no more self indulgence honey
but its like a mind map linking out our lives

burntan.' no more self indulgence honey
everything revolves ard god.

burntan.' no more self indulgence honey
so if u are facing troubles placing ur priorities, then u gotta go back to the center core.

thanks sherli!